table tennis

when i had nth to do,my mind will be on thinking abt my defeat on 6/2/2009.at the foyer to otw to compassvale pri sch i was thinking on how i hit his serve to out for a few time and how i lost precious point by serving out on the 11-8 and he also serve out but he was at a advantage and he can managed to come back behind and win me.i start to think i am a timid player,i wont smash the ball unless is a sure in one cos i dun like to lost point on smashing out or undernet thn against bowen i hit back his smash like keep defence and win it as for naval base which was my first match, i smashed the most out of the 4 matches but also got win on defending and serving but for yishun town, he was the most pro player and when i knew is him my over-confidence become like no confidence and teacher say even be4 i play my mentally is oredi down n it really 11-2 i managed to outstand in the 2nd set as for the 3rd set i rem 10-6 thn i smash out and the end,i cried when watching jh double and they also lost thn jon also lost, i was thinking if i play 2nd single maybe got abit of hope but.... is too late.if i have the chance to play with him again i definitely would do my full best against any pros including him but i left 2 years more for another glory and maybe 2 year more when i am aiming for a JCwhich has TT.thn this make me continue to think my competition status in pri also

P1-P6 start to play table tennis at student care
p4 In school team
p5 first time east zone-play all in double matches( won against white sand lost against st hilda and yu neng)
p6 shocking result but overall abit disappointed ( won yu neng 3-2 when we were 2-0 down to win 3 sets in a row and i stil rem yu neng coach said da de hao when clement and me shook hand with him as a respect, lost again st hilda although chang en manage to win the first single,lost to qiaonan 3-2 but i think i did my best oredi 2-0 down i make it 2-2 thn dead in last set by 11-9)

SEC 1 first time north zone taste glory(won bowen and naval base and then anderson by 3-2 and again 2-0 down to win till 3-2 thn N-Zone top 4 semi final tio thrash by sports sch 3rd and 4th match didnt play as 3-0 oredi so get 3rd)

sec 2 over confidence cause my defeat nx tiem cant be so proud rem i leave the class and say some hao lain words?(so called "thrash" by yishun town and sports sch thn win bowen and naval base)

i have 4 years of experience in competition but n zone is the most easy to play yet i lost. i still put all the blame on myself cos alot ppl have faith in me but i disappoint them ,sorry. i also didnt noe put whole hand on the bat skin was also a foul although the yishun guy did tt on me. i was thiking all this otw to compassvale and i noe i muz change the mood cause i have a task to do and thn become like ok le.