5/5/2009

early morning was juz so shiok,RAINING but i in my sch uniform if i in a quiet place wearing my own shirt i will go into the rain to shout and cry.when DNT ,I Still cant forget it as is just my most painful and worse defeat ever i had lost.anythg can be a ping pong table in my eye cos i fall in love with ping pong oredi but i was being stabbed by it T_T and i have still have 7 months to go for a new chapter to begin which is a long period.seriously when really nth to do i will think abt that worst defeat which can make me cry for the entire year.almost all the sad thgs is abt table tennis. my eyebrow have 2 stiches on it also due to table tennis,my heart has a hole also cause by table tennis but i juz simply quit table tennis if not i will dui bu qi alot of ppl.i ask jon " u got think be4 how u lost" he say got thn for the science period he thinking abt that and somemore he tell me thn for EL(free period) we chat abt ping pong also,asking whther he gonna join this june holiday table tennis championship cos he join last year thn he say maybe la if not i wan help,but tell him tt nx year i gonna join the U15 category so i have an advantage but a noob like me can still lost to ppl younger to me. i believe it will definitely happen cos i dun think i can own.today also kana wack by jann @%&*^#$2% juz anyhow say " u think i care?" she hit me cos duno wad to sms thn i juz go sleep at 10pm anyway thx for the note but it cant be easier to be erase.

today i think muz sleep at 7pm liao cos i wan wake up @ 3am to watch arsenal match but i scare cant wake up zzz