have been thinking,staring the 3 big words Excellence ~ Friendship ~ Respect but I juz care abt friendship and respect.After a match,shake hand regardless win or lose to me is call friendship but i didnt fulfil the term Respect cos i juz under-eastimated them but he also has no respect for me and my bat cos when he dirtited my bat mean he dont respect my bat which also mean he dun respect me.VE period,teacher say the ranking thn when announced mine, i also wont feel anythg thn they say i unhappy abt the rank but is nt unhappy at all cos i m thinking of the words maybe when sometime when really nth to do,only 1 thg can come into my mind which is nw slowly,slowly,slowly being forgotten but is just the sadness isnt tt much when i am think of it cos i am trying to overcome it but it isnt easy to forget it.sometime dun understand why ppl like to be kinda proud when they beat someone,i believe this score is definitely nt gonna be the same for O-Level at all cos almost every exam we did is like we know wad is coming out but for O-level no one know but can only juz c past year qns n guess.sometime when a paper look easy,it isnt that easy at all cos ppl like me sure got careless mistake thn other ppl very good thats why i like hard paper also duno why but 1 hard paper i encountered before was PSLE Maths and i love it cos is like time-rushing.u may think i am mad but is juz an opinion for me.

today no PE again haiz thot can smash like mad but every week is liek no PE at all thn today nv bring phone thn PE become free-period in class and the teacher allow us to use phone ARGH so sian.after class,didnt lock the door cos the auntie nid clean the class and lock so juz went home cos i am nw an afternoon piggy but today jolin at yes 933 @ 5.40pm thn i on bed at 5.17pm try nt to sleep but i fall asleep while listening thn 6+ woke up thn i think is over so juz go back to sleep haiz.woke at 7.30pm like that thn wait till 8pm to watch paris n milan.today the show nt quite funny cos nv say the jing zhu long lol somemore dun have the ah ben scolding the vulgarities but i think nx week gonna be fun.i started counting the days where my life start afresh and juz change on msn cos i go put 6 months which wsas like 180+ days but the days was 217 haiz wad a long period.June holis is coming but i dun like it at all cos the HW is like nv end de how i hope was normal lesson thn no hw at all somemore june holis i am going to be bored to death cos i going to do cyber like mad but is juz for fifa the vdm still maintenace but almost every gamers gave up for the game de la.during this bored holis,i actually feel like gonig on badminton for thurs also but juz rem is the day for paris n milan show so i think i will give it a miss anyway also nt sure is it wed or thurs la.hopefully for this 1 month no one gonna contact me cos i am trying to forget a person so hopefully i can do it