"if there is a will,there is always a way" but for me this way have 2 kind which is right or wrong way and heaven decide to give me the wrong way which cause a hole in my heart and the score was narrow which make me go deeper down.time flies and it has been 3 months oredi but there is still 7 months for me to go to face it which is a long period for me.i have no more time to waste already,i have 4 more years to have any chance of glory and i promise i will train hard in training so to have the chance to seize another medal but if other teammates let us down thn my heart wont have a big arrow but if were me thn i believe my heart will sunk deeper and deeper but no matter wad happen,i wont give up on u or quit cos u are always gonna be my CCA in school and no other sports can replace you if not i will disappoint some ppl.although there is no use crying over spill milk but this defeat will always be in my mind cos it was my most painful defeat ever.hopefully, nx year the way will be a right one :).

wo hen lei le,wo cong lai mei you zhen me lei guo.wo bu xiang zai da ping pang le,da ping pang yi dian duo bu kuai le.