was being annoyed by an SMRT worker on tues nite. i was juz tapping my ez link card at the duno wad bt is for wheelchair ppl la thn after i get out, i juz top up at their office thn this ass say: u duno tis one for dusabled one?" i heck care n juz say sry cos i wanna rush home to eat n watch tv bt in my mind i was thinking there wasnt any disabled ppl if there is i will let them go first and there is sth call convenience thats why i choose the shorte]r path and if u r really too free or scare ppl use that, u can juz de activate it and activate it upon u c disabled ppl or u can stand at there to block ppl frm using tt thg so no one will use it le only disabled ppl so maybe u shall be quite proud of urself for doing such a honour thg. i think tt u r juz maybe having a depression when u was younger abt this incident maybe u r scolding a small kid, maybe u cn also scold ppl tt use tt thg also la so everyone will rem u bt overall is juz my stupid luck to top up my ez link card :(

today have friendly match with CHIJ which have a tradition on pimple on either side of their bat so it was quite challenging but also to let u think n test how good u r against ppl tt use pimples which r quite rare in male category bt still have.won a sec 1( i think) 11-7,11-7 and 11-6 and i m very nt satisfied perhaps a warm up against ppl tt use pimples while thn after duno how long i decided to play in the B whr they r more better player and i kana a sec 3( i think) n won 11-2,11-2 and 11-8 n the rhythm was weird to me in the 3rd set, wad a big difference thn my singles juz end here n proceed to double.won a sec 3 pair( i think) which 1 of them defeated jon be4 bt we make a sweet revenge together to win in 3 straight sets thn we requested to stay to play 1 more thn come my previous opponent + a unknown and she was kinda cute and say " u again" i lol bt i wont forget dun take thgs for granted so i still have to play serious. lose the first set 12-10 although my comeback still nt enuff thx to jon bt thn we clinched back 2 sets thn here comes the 4th n most funny set to me la, me n jon was leading like 9-sth n the gap perhaps is tt big thn i told him i wanna play a fool thn when the girl serve i hit it high to the center bt thn the girl juz stares at there n wei get the point, we lol together n i cant believe it and my coach was even laffing lol super funny man.thn i have the serve when we was having game point n i say wan play play again bt thn c coach dun dare so i juz tell jon i serve those easy ball tt can be smashed bt in the end they didnt smash n we won 3-1 lol kinda funny match.somemore tis match is a match tt i backhand for the most time in a match cos theres a theory again ppl tt use pimples and while in the first set they cant tahan to pick up ball anymore liao cos i keep smash in thn the ball fly quite far also thn we n jon have to pick up the ball for thn bt is ok la :) thn duno in which set, the opponent serve to me and i say" jian qiu shi jian" be4 i smash n in the end i smash in n me n jon also lol haha. this double match is perhaps 1 of the most fun one i ever had compared to last year one whr me n jon were clown against them.we even can have sth to say abt their name also lol . i also did a few gentle smash also cos when the ball come thn when i smash the girl keep shout n like shoo away so i smash gentle bt i did it more than once haha.

Meanwhile, i think i still have reflection to do man.i was wondering why i won a c girls with such a close margin like tt and won a b girls with such a big gap la bt thn in the 3rd set was 11-8 so obviously sth is wrong. this friendly games perhaps cant really help me cos i m playing with male after all and i nt sure whether i make the cut for tt thg anot la bt at least it teach me sth to do against ppl tt use pimples. i also felt abit regretted tt the time nt really long cos i really wan to play with better players bt no chance la.maybe is the last friendly game for tis year bt i think and hope coach will arrange another bt he say most likely against girls also bt duno wad sch la bt i really hope is against boys la cos it will make me realise whr i stand and the strength is like the same.

I like my PM nw lol. Anyway i have been bugged by illness or injuries during this 2009 i juz cant find a fit again me hopefully i can n will recover