it feel shiok when in the car where it rains outside.it was wad i was hoping for and also hope it to rain at nite but it nv rain although the sky colour look like is going to rain soon.today saw 1 irresponsible mother,letting her kid juz run away from her n he went to press hte traffic light button thn i was like why no one with him,cant be only himself thn soon the mum came with another child but be4 she came there,the small kid went run onto the road,be4 i could pull him back he came back n luckily no car and can hear the mother scolding on him after they cross the road zz if the mum juz hold his hand n nt him run around thn nth will happen ma haiz.today the place we went was superb man,there was a library from 1st to 4th floor and i went with my cousin to explore around.be4 that we went to the hall which was 3rd lv but is 2 different building with the library.when we reach,saw a indoor basketball court and there was having match so cant play at all,there was 3 badminton court and 1 not in use so we played till around 8 where we took a break and explore the 3rd floor and there was also a gym but when we tried open the door,it cant although got ppl inside with aircon somemore so shiok thn we juz went 1st floor went into the library and it is definitely way bigger than tamp library lor,up to the 4th floor somemore the facilities there are good +got cafe there leh thn explore till halfway we 2 separated way and i juz went back to the court.i started to play abit n rested for sometime and he came back thn we 2 was like hot and went back to the library but sad to say when at the outside they say library closing soon ARGH! so juz went back court c 2 teenagers playing pro-badminton?thn the uncles over there challenge them to a double match and there was a guy who was very outstanding + he left handed somemore.he played quite good and i sure lost him althoguh haven try with him.after their match me n my cuz juz played like mad when i keep let him eat shuttlecock +olaying him everytime from a smash lol.until 9.55 like that i played with 1 of the uncle where he block like hell when i smash alot n i knew he was trying to waste my energy but i did grab some point from him haha thn my cuz came and we played half court,he behind i infront and since thn he played like kns keep let the uncle smash but still sure win some point with me de la.everythg ended at 10.05 like that, i was damn hot and went to the basketball court with wind coming n it feel better.went to 1st lv and he ask me took of my shirt cos hot n we 2 did it although got ppl la but it was like all adult thn i wore back cos he nv take off at all n was juz in time be4 young kids from taonan school saw me.after awhile,we both cant tahan the hotness and take off the shirt till when we leave and there was a girl that saw us lol thn she running to get to the car n my cuz say "she c p*** thats why run fast"lol thn after that went kopitiam grab and eat.


glad to knew that nx week at sports hall again which allow me to go for the lan and 6 jun will be another long day! while on 13 june,is the place where i go be4 where there is badminton +table-tennis court so good. today definitely felt good,coming into a new place + the place really rawks!

juz back from playing soccer,felt so tired with ache all around haiz.today wear uniform thn i was like OMG i silm down?i wear the pants button both still can drop abit but last time nv when button both but i still think i am fat maybe it will take me sometime to find my meaning of "thin",this few weeks didnt have a proper meal cos the canteen food is KNS sick and tired of it le la.on the FOL2 forum finally they have a lan battle qualifer for the trip to busan,korea to challenge but only 8 ppl can get it thn still got 1 mroe round and only 1 person can go in out of those many ppls but at least lost still got sth to get for but i will see nx week at where thn decide.today feel like going out for a movie but i reach home quite late so decide to give it a miss and will find a date to go n watch monsters vs alliens,hopefully they dont care the PG thg de la if nt i cant enjoy the movie during a nice hols filled with HW.

tmr morning definitely will be bored cos nid go sch la so toot but 6-duno wad time will maybe be exciting but depends there the facilities.juz recall that it has been awhile since i last went to kampong kembegan and a long time since i went to geylang west,geylang serai and mountbatten but this 4 places also nth good abt it only for geylang west where got street soccer court but i rather go to a new environment to check out and go places with table tennis court also,haven been to any CC near my school de cos maybe bu fang bian?

everyday i will blog cos i think i am addicted to it le la but still got time to kick off this habit

216 DAYS TO GO


look like my plan on 1 and 2 june for a movie is juz a temporarily stop to it cos my aunt nid me teach his son go website do hw is like eportal lor lol thn i agree la thn she said the time is like 8.30am-1pm so maybe got chance i can catch a movie after i go home again but maybe i will choose a date where there is a stags match for the league cup and choose 4-5+pm time but if nt wrong the show is 94 mins la so short but hope is fun la if nt waste my time.nw hoping for chongqing to read out my message on their blog and they have until 11pm to do so,ytd i did it but he nv read it out cos nid approve somemore tt time 10.50 thn 11pm become ye ye ye they take in call only so hopefully today i sent early and can be read out ASAP :)

have been thinking,staring the 3 big words Excellence ~ Friendship ~ Respect but I juz care abt friendship and respect.After a match,shake hand regardless win or lose to me is call friendship but i didnt fulfil the term Respect cos i juz under-eastimated them but he also has no respect for me and my bat cos when he dirtited my bat mean he dont respect my bat which also mean he dun respect me.VE period,teacher say the ranking thn when announced mine, i also wont feel anythg thn they say i unhappy abt the rank but is nt unhappy at all cos i m thinking of the words maybe when sometime when really nth to do,only 1 thg can come into my mind which is nw slowly,slowly,slowly being forgotten but is just the sadness isnt tt much when i am think of it cos i am trying to overcome it but it isnt easy to forget it.sometime dun understand why ppl like to be kinda proud when they beat someone,i believe this score is definitely nt gonna be the same for O-Level at all cos almost every exam we did is like we know wad is coming out but for O-level no one know but can only juz c past year qns n guess.sometime when a paper look easy,it isnt that easy at all cos ppl like me sure got careless mistake thn other ppl very good thats why i like hard paper also duno why but 1 hard paper i encountered before was PSLE Maths and i love it cos is like time-rushing.u may think i am mad but is juz an opinion for me.

today no PE again haiz thot can smash like mad but every week is liek no PE at all thn today nv bring phone thn PE become free-period in class and the teacher allow us to use phone ARGH so sian.after class,didnt lock the door cos the auntie nid clean the class and lock so juz went home cos i am nw an afternoon piggy but today jolin at yes 933 @ 5.40pm thn i on bed at 5.17pm try nt to sleep but i fall asleep while listening thn 6+ woke up thn i think is over so juz go back to sleep haiz.woke at 7.30pm like that thn wait till 8pm to watch paris n milan.today the show nt quite funny cos nv say the jing zhu long lol somemore dun have the ah ben scolding the vulgarities but i think nx week gonna be fun.i started counting the days where my life start afresh and juz change on msn cos i go put 6 months which wsas like 180+ days but the days was 217 haiz wad a long period.June holis is coming but i dun like it at all cos the HW is like nv end de how i hope was normal lesson thn no hw at all somemore june holis i am going to be bored to death cos i going to do cyber like mad but is juz for fifa the vdm still maintenace but almost every gamers gave up for the game de la.during this bored holis,i actually feel like gonig on badminton for thurs also but juz rem is the day for paris n milan show so i think i will give it a miss anyway also nt sure is it wed or thurs la.hopefully for this 1 month no one gonna contact me cos i am trying to forget a person so hopefully i can do it

how i hope i can be as busy again this week,mon have cca,tue can watch football,wed cca,thurs watch paris n milan + go greendale teach again and fri go compassvale teach math,sat go badminton,sun slack + 933.but this time is totally different the compassvale thg stop for temporarily but the greendale thg i duno when have again haiz.i duno why but i kinda liek to be busy(but nt tt much) and really hope 2009 can juz fly past witnin a seconds.

seriously dunno what the hell is on the mind,haiz after play a FOL2 match where i lost to CPU i juz dun feel like carrying on and i off+shut down comp to go for a sleep.slept at 4.30+?thn duno wad time got ppl call i juz heck care and carry on thn 6pm another i also heck care and zz till 7pm be4 i went off.when at places near the Tamp1 i found out the pasar malam was GONE haiz but anyway still settle my dinner at there la.today nt late for the match for the 2nd time in a row lol and saw alam shah wife+his child cos they sit behind me and he score in the 27th mins and HT same score,went to go train at fitness corner thn sleep at the shiok bench where i managed to saw 1 star only with no wind at all.FT 1-0 :) auctually today i can touch my bat again cos last sat at tamp west cc got ppl play ping pong but i juz dun have the courage to go and ask for play although i brought my 2 bats and 9.50 liek that thn go thn play for few balls thn end liao,i rem the uncle say that"nx time u wan play,muz come earlier, 27 th may 7-10pm at here" that was the date he gave which was today but i prefer to go for a stags match cos home matches are nt tt much but for ping pong i can play anytime but muz have the equipments la.if nx time at there again thn i sure go.i definitely like this week and this sat i can go off early and come back late cos is quite far if i am nt wrong cos i nv go be4 but i duno will have wad facilities la.

OMG why when i upload the pic is so BIG?haiz.

otw to the interchange to settle my dinner, i saw the girl i **** when we was small at student care and study at the same pri sch,she look totally different anyway she didnt recognise me but i manage to recognise her thru her father maybe is the stage of puberty but i dun think i change much except the specs

fucking piss off with the fatty,juz wtf he wan man keep say i like her juz becos of tt email which i type for fun joy laughter thn ownself liek dun wna admit muz keep say me,if i put other ppl name he also say de ma juz wtf this fatty wan lor liek create nickname and rumour for ppl.if so free,create 1 for urself la.Fb also nv sya ndi ur comments liek that also so shiok to comment.when play those true or dare game when u kana dare ppl ask u do wad also dun wan do thn juz skip-coward thn when ppl kana u force till ppl do .a fat boring coward la go find other thgs to do la.I also dunno why she so bo liao also,anyhow type put also muz spread liek nid whole world noe i like u but too bad i am nt interested in u cos is juz type for fun,joy and laughter.

i keep thinking that my life for u is very very very short,i am left with 4 years to clinch a A or B position which i hope to achieve but i think chances are silm haiz.no human are 100% perfect,u can be good in sth but also bad in other thgs but if there is a will,there is a way but 2 ways.have been a mad ye ye ye fan since marking day thn ytd i slept at 9 thn woke up at 12am to listen and 1.40 also go use comp and it cause me to be late for sch today arghh but luckily PSS is close to my home thru highway if not at bedok i am doom.the punishment was run 5 rounds around the basketball court and i ran it with shiok and coolness cos i cant believe i didnt sweat yet lol UNBELIVABLE.

sad to say i cant play the floorball cos soccer nt enuff boy due to those ppl go cook and media club if not i would have play floorball.i didnt noe their first game was at 8.20 if nt i would have go and help them and go into the semis but after the first soccer match which we went down 2-0,i go rush and join floorball in their last game.sub for shiyun thnnn suddenly i become gk and let it one goal and losing 3-2 wtf thn i faster change with rushidah n she become gk and everythg was fine,score a goal and assist farhanah and become 4-3 woohoo thn rush back to soccer.draw 0-0 thn lost on PK if maybe i join another floorball match thn 2A in semis cos 5 girls have been playing for 2 match and all lost cos sure got boys in other teams de la but anyway gg.friday is always sian de cos dismiss early thn i dun wan go back home early so today i went tamp 1 direct from school,settle lunch at there also thn walk walk and go back home for a nice break. :)

finally tmr is gonna be sat.is the time where i gonna face u but i think is not gonna be fun not to travel thru car cos is at tamp west so near lor walk also can zz but is the time for practising.

erm oh ya to the person reading this blog,i found out the reason why i dun wan put tagboard le.

exam is finally over,during this few days i was like back to greendale pri liek that cos the p1 girls also tied the hair like them(classmates) haiz nth to say man.i think that i am a mad 933 and music fan liao,have been listening to musics for the past few weeks even studying and going to sch and otw back.although exam is over, but there is another 6-7 months for me to start everythg afresh hopefully the time can past away asap.watching a stags match is quite fun,when HT i can go to the fitness corner and sleep on the wooden bench to see the beautiful sky filled with stars and the wind make it more shiok,i juz feel like sleeping there for the nite.ytd there wasnt a star at all when i look up and the sky was dark but the wind make me shiok.there can also be a corner for me to train my hands which i am trying to in order to hit further in badminton.although exam is over and i have 1 more month before to face u but i know this weekend i am going to face u,i cant escape and stop playing u although i have been hurt by u.today SL camp briefing and once again i have been hurt by the words T_T.


life is up and down becos i dun think anyone has a perfect life but if there is thn good for them.Is easier to get hurt rather than be happy unless tt person is a cheerful one.if life was perfect thn no one will be crying but too bad life isnt perfect at all.Life is full of hard choices,all i can do is to choose a path and nv look back but i look back.i start to realise that a person beauty isnt appearance at all but is heart,if appearance is good but heart isnt that good thn still got ppl like thn they all are doom.to me,heart come first to appearance i also duno why.






ANYWAY CHEER UP BLOGGG,I HOPE TO CHANGE MY URL TO A BETTER ONE ASAP BUT AT LEAST TAKE 7-8MONTHS BUT IF I FAILED TO DO SO,THN SORRY COS I AM INDEED A NOOB.

in table-tennis,anything can happen cos the ball is round.the strong one maybe lost,the weak one maybe win or the weak one lost thn the strong one win.there is always a winner and a one that lost but the taste of losing crucial match is very painful experience for me but if there is a draw like soccer thn table-tennis wont be fun anymore but the pain of losing is much more torturing.badminton is totally different,the shuttlecock isnt round so the same thg can happen,the strong one will always win the weaker and there is only a slight chance for the weaker to cause a upset on the strongest which make this game not interesting anymore already maybe that the reason behind me to join TT but that time i dun even noe the reason haiz is too late i am totally devoted to that oredi and if win is like normal but if lost is like earth is dieing soon haiz but no matter wad i still love playing you :)

hopefully MYE faster end thn i cna get back to training but i think July thn resume haiz so nw can only focus on that only sports.this few days during MYE period i was being bored to death if not for entertainment from 933 and the 5 songs i heard everyday and seriously thanks 933 alot for the fun it give.i have a feeling that i am totally back to kindergaten due to someone who cant even tied her hair properly?

"if there is a will,there is always a way" but for me this way have 2 kind which is right or wrong way and heaven decide to give me the wrong way which cause a hole in my heart and the score was narrow which make me go deeper down.time flies and it has been 3 months oredi but there is still 7 months for me to go to face it which is a long period for me.i have no more time to waste already,i have 4 more years to have any chance of glory and i promise i will train hard in training so to have the chance to seize another medal but if other teammates let us down thn my heart wont have a big arrow but if were me thn i believe my heart will sunk deeper and deeper but no matter wad happen,i wont give up on u or quit cos u are always gonna be my CCA in school and no other sports can replace you if not i will disappoint some ppl.although there is no use crying over spill milk but this defeat will always be in my mind cos it was my most painful defeat ever.hopefully, nx year the way will be a right one :).

wo hen lei le,wo cong lai mei you zhen me lei guo.wo bu xiang zai da ping pang le,da ping pang yi dian duo bu kuai le.

today is gonna be a long,tiring day

back from century after studying with jann n her frend @ mac but was actually at library but today vesak day library CLOSED thn otw there thomas suddenly sms me that today at tamp sports hall thats why i must go cos sports hall got every facilities i can play with and if were other places i wouldnt have go and will watch the stags score+together as per normal.i told him before, during whole of may till exam only at tamp sports hall thn i will go if not wont go thn when he sms me i say "u sure?" and he say ya so i can play 3-4 sports today if ah bei is here la if not maybe 1 or 2 liek that. there will always be a disadvantage de la haiz cos Stags vs SAF today but luckily at choa chu kang stadium if not i gonna be mad abt it thn somemore today together final episode seh yucks somemore at 8.30pm if nt was 9.30pm thn i have to go back home directly @ 10pm and cant go kopitiam but i think is gonna be worth it.i think nw TAMPINES is a absolutely mad place seh so many shopping malls + pasar malam at interchange nearby and tamp have almost everythg in other places haha so proud to live in here.so ltr dinner going to settle at pasar malam liao :)


life doesnt have to be going out forever(shopping) and relationship in order to be fun,happy.as long as you can do the things u like to do,play the things u like,it can also be a fun and happy life.not everyone can have a chance to play with fun and to be happy so i am glad to be able to live a normal life with things that i can do anytime i like so it wont be too late for ppl to cherish wad they have now compared to others.relationship can also be a burden to ppl,alot of free time have been used up, and if the "break off" come in,he/she will be sad which i believe not everyone can be able to take it including me cos i have been hurt before even in sports which make my heart being shoot down by an arrow and cried.it never too late to cherish what is infront of ur eye rather than u wont be able to cherish anymore.





Leave home @ 7pm thn went to interchange de pasar malam to settle my dinner there.reach sports hall @ 7.40+ there thn saw a bunch of ping pong player being trained by a coach.i went to the badminton court and changed into my shoe before waiting for 8pm to arrive.starting 30mins keep on playing then i noe my hand the pwoer not enough haiz.while resting,saw those pro player play like siao somemore got 1 is girl,all so pro but too bad my sch dun wan organise friendly match with east zone team TT.10pm,i went off back home to watch together.luckily i still can watch for the last 30 mins part and the ending was good better than table of glory

8/5/2009

i said "wo hen lei,wo cong lai mei you zhen me lei guo.wo bu xiang zai da ping pang le,da ping pang yi dian dou bu kuai le."again(not the first neither is going to be the last i promise) i wont forget tt sentence at all cos it went in to my mind and i agree 75% of it.today duno wt day is it for me,otw go sch stepped on a chilli sauce packet thn whole leg kana thn go wash it ARGHH thn first 2 lessons like in a rush like that cos got alot thgs nid give out thn nid write thgs on whiteboard somemore.after sch, i spent like 10 mins in sch thn take 34 all the way to airport thn take 27 back in order to carry wad i wanna do cos too early go back home very sian de. i brought my phone with me for the whole day also thn take 34 tt time, i listen to the 4 songs tt i like and 933.the journey was 40+ mins from punggol thn i alight at terminal 2 thn 27 juz nice behind so take 27 go back Tamp1.when at there forced not to hear radio cos bo connection nid come out thn got.27 was damn fast lor 10mins+ like that thn i alight at tampines 1 stop.went to the nearest mr bean stall and bought soya bean + cheese pancake set thn take 27 go back somemore the bus came damn fast thn juz reach home liao.


preview for this coming boring,sian weekend. hopnig for a stags win in tmr match,muz win evertonian in order to be no 1 in SG for FIFA world league predictor thn rest i duno le cos is unpredictable

SIAN

i do feel like stop blogging getting sian with it and my life is so bored haiz.i still have 7 months to go before a new year come.today PE retest i still cant pass my jump maybe due to the current pain in my hamstring and arm today cos ytd do too much sit-up liao.i solved a 3x3 sudoku and a 4x3 sudoku which was the first time i do n complete a 4x3 de. i start to duno how to spend my life by doing different thgs somemore tmr so early go back home,i feel like juz take 34 all the way to airport thn take back to home thn also bring my phone along to accompany me.i miss playing ping pong alot and will be sensitive to a ball bounce.sat and sun i also has no plan to do anythg somemore mon public holiday again making my mind more blank somemore got mid year how i hope was end of year.

have been saying/writing the sentence that i quote for quite a few time this few boring days.
my tears have been dripping out of my eyes for quite a few time but was juz abit except on 3/2/2009 period.today chat with li ting at FB cos i finally noe who is her liao after she add me as a long tiem as frend.chat alot of thgs like the subject combo she taking and table tennis when we use to play with other in the student care but she didnt choose table tennis as her cca cos she say she too lan haiz but nv try thn give up thn choose guzheng.thn her FB name put K.LiTing cos her surname was Kok and she scare ppl make fun thn i ask her she say i making fun zzz i nt tt kind of person la,my frend surname also kok thn also juz put at FB duno why she scare of muz be proud of ur own name la!

6/5/2009

continued from 2nd post... went to sleep at 5.40am like that and listening to radio thn when 6am heard the national anthem thn i juz wake up and off it. as i was eating my breakfast it RAIN!!!cool,fun and shiok for me also thiking shld i take 27 thn 136 or 34 all the way cos i nv take 27 go sch be4 so decided to take 34.the rain was juz heavy and i like it as it make me go very high!! at class thn say abt the morning match tt arsenal lost haiz thn i cant even catch a ping pong ball and it silp into the hand of jannel haiz i am so useless but i redeem it ltr when she bounce but cnat catch properly la which bright up my mood.after sch thn i think justin go pulled their handband for fun thn he really can play very mad for the ping pong ball they took but afetr so long he gained nth but return the hairband la cos when sometime ppl play too mad the person will get very angryyyy like me. oh ya thn rem today EL lesson ms tan keep say abt me lol as a person who kana swine flu thn oso add in ppl la.

played ping pong till 3 + like that thn go back home.i do regret why i was born so early if i were born at 2 or more years ltr,i maybe would have went for the Sports school open house but when i P6 that time sports sch not officially open and recruiting haiz.everytime when at bus will see the sports school big poster open house "CHAMPION IN THE WAY" but i dun have the courage to go their open house cos i am in a secondary school liao.nw i juz have to hope 2009 can end ASAP and 2010 i can start my life totally afresh, hope to forget tt painful thg but it poked the largest hole in my heart and played my best form so not to disappoint myself and will also watch the YOG and world cup.

6/5/2009

too bored thats why update at 5am+.after finish watching how Arsenal went down to man u by 3-1, i went to play FIFA and on 933-alot of nice songs for me to hear. nw gonna zzz for 30mins also shiok la.

feel so bored that no more table tennis at greendale pri sch cos their cca only lasted for 6 week which our group went 3 times thn fri bo math lesson liao cos temporarily stand down thn this sat also cant go badminton cos is together final episode so maybe the week after tt i may be going la hopefully at a good venue with less ppl thn can play :P

Arsenal is OUT!

haiz 2 time waste of my time to wake up @ 3am to watch how arsenal lost twice this time nt liek 1st leg 1-0 but more pain 3-0 haiz arsenal trophyless again this season.i think i support wad club all cant win title de liek i am a jinx but valencia did win spanish cup last year.hopes for arsenal i think will be nx year when arshavin can also play and a full squad team rather than nw filled with injuries.

i wake up also not tired like that also duno why maybe i sleep @ 8pm?

5/5/2009

early morning was juz so shiok,RAINING but i in my sch uniform if i in a quiet place wearing my own shirt i will go into the rain to shout and cry.when DNT ,I Still cant forget it as is just my most painful and worse defeat ever i had lost.anythg can be a ping pong table in my eye cos i fall in love with ping pong oredi but i was being stabbed by it T_T and i have still have 7 months to go for a new chapter to begin which is a long period.seriously when really nth to do i will think abt that worst defeat which can make me cry for the entire year.almost all the sad thgs is abt table tennis. my eyebrow have 2 stiches on it also due to table tennis,my heart has a hole also cause by table tennis but i juz simply quit table tennis if not i will dui bu qi alot of ppl.i ask jon " u got think be4 how u lost" he say got thn for the science period he thinking abt that and somemore he tell me thn for EL(free period) we chat abt ping pong also,asking whther he gonna join this june holiday table tennis championship cos he join last year thn he say maybe la if not i wan help,but tell him tt nx year i gonna join the U15 category so i have an advantage but a noob like me can still lost to ppl younger to me. i believe it will definitely happen cos i dun think i can own.today also kana wack by jann @%&*^#$2% juz anyhow say " u think i care?" she hit me cos duno wad to sms thn i juz go sleep at 10pm anyway thx for the note but it cant be easier to be erase.

today i think muz sleep at 7pm liao cos i wan wake up @ 3am to watch arsenal match but i scare cant wake up zzz

全世界都停电

全世界都停电

全世界都停电
歌手:Tank 专辑：《爱就宅一起》电视原声带
作词：姚若龙 作曲：Tank

连你都会残忍隔绝
我的心能要谁了解
眼中烛光摇晃着熄灭

为何把我推向边缘
被砸坏了的一切
卡住了我让我无法 往前

囚禁在距离笑声最远的房间
单独隔离 寂寞地盘旋

全世界都停了电
全世界都封了街
我所有窗子外面
被贴上黑夜
我呐喊思念 却没人听见
绝望到极点剩的是疲倦

全世界都停了电
全世界白雪满天
才发觉在我心间 有回忆碎片 一作梦翻身
就刺痛流血 我卷着身体缩成一个圈 像一个句点

连你都会残忍隔绝
我的心能要谁了解
眼中烛光摇晃着熄灭

为何把我推向边缘
被砸坏了的一切
卡住了我让我无法往前

囚禁在距离笑声最远的房间
单独隔离 寂寞地盘旋

全世界都停了电
全世界都封了街
我所有窗子外面 被贴上黑夜
我呐喊思念 却没人听见
绝望到极点剩的是疲倦

全世界都停了电
全世界白雪满天
才发觉在我心间 有回忆碎片 一作梦翻身
就刺痛流血 我卷着身体缩成一个圈 像一个句点

this is the best song in my opinion which make me hear/sing when reach home and be4 go zzz :)

4/5/2009

wo hen lei,wo cong lai dou mei you zhen me lei guo,wo bu xiang zai da ping pang le,da ping pang yi dian du bu kuai le quoted from ah wu which i keep rem this sentence.

jin tian hen zao shang qi lai fa xian wo bian cheng xin jia po de 2ND IN FIFA WORLD LEAGUE PREDICTOR.haiz xian zai wo su 212 fen zhi shen xia duo 4 quan,xi wang wo ke yi bian xin jia po de di 1 ke shi shi jain bu duo le TT.Today was EL paper and i wont have any expectation cos when becoem over-confidence i will be dead,i know the result of over-confidence cos i kana it be4 and i cant take it,is juz too big for me to take it thn oral when waitign for my turn i though of TT again.i use the table and divide into 4 rectangular shape and i can only remember where i went wrong,where he serve to,how i hit it but ping pang shi yuan de anythg can happen,a person who can played well using yuan de qiu will have a higher advantage and for their opponent can only juz hope lady luck will be at their side but rarely it will happen in the case for me.during oral,i say 1 time then but hopefully is really 1 cos this then is obvious to me.last year oral conversation was guai this time was hard everytime no easy de.

duno what for i put my screensaver for phone as my 2008 medal haiz 2009 was a failure to me,how i hope time can be reversed back but it juz cant.how i wish to change the screensaver again but it take 7months more for my heart to be revived.

3/5/2009

today the post so dao mei haiz,meet jan at tamp interchange thn she ask me take same bus with her thn tt bus was so crowded end up i kana squeeze thn when alighting thn chat with her abit thn bump into a lady also duno how but i think her height and mine got difference thn bump thn my lips was liek pui pui cos got a smell thn what if she got swine flu i how lol,if take 27 to there wont kana tt haiz thn while we decide to walk to there thn i saw the block thingy so end up take 293 thn on the bus she sms me u noe how alight anot so duno how say lol,come on i live in tampines leh although nt sure how go all place in tamp la thn alight juz at the first stop somemore nid hand sign to ask her alight haiz.today same thg when gonig in the library nid scan ur ez-link thn go up thn study till duno wad time thn got 1 person say i tok too loud somemore pull down my earpiece zz,think i put volume max ah?tt tiem oredi the left one i nv listen thot i deaf like tt thn i juz apologise la but i also think abit my fault la so wont blame her la thn i shut up cos i think i cant whisper de like very xin ku thn another thg came,the ppl down there in charge ask me go other place to sit cos if not ppl cant take the book so i juz move la thn around 5 sth we went back le by takign 27.tis time de bus crowded again,not my day man but luckily nv kana squeeze.otw back home i saw my neighbours playin badminton thn she ask me wan join? i say wait i go up take racket and i also say u so despo play with urself badminton thn she told me her bro there and i saw him lol.today was quite windy or either their shuttlecock got prob la.w/o wind the shuttlecock can curve thn got wind right i muz serve at left so the shuttlecock fly to the right lol thn i stopped playing be4 6pm.

today didnt go for STAGS match but luckily they taking the lead nw if not i gonna be upset thn in the japan open,SIN representives all OUT haiz women double lost to Hong Kong de as for quarter final single feng tianwei lost to guo yue was quite expected the score to be like that.

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in the japan open,i thot feng tianwei will be kick 0ut when she lost 3-2 but she won the last 2 set and won it 4-3 how unbelievable anyway i think if we can turn our chances to points/scoring we will have higher percentage to win.Turn chances to points,turn opponent mistake into ur luck,salvage ur mistake to the lesser or win back the points u lost.today arsenal match was juz too superb!!

2/5/2009

today went to library to return the book that i loan at sch.otw to there i read it lol thn was interesting so kept reading until reach interchange thn i off my radio and stop reading thn went to top up my ez link and go tampines 1 buy 1 cheese kueh thn go walk walk duno how long after that walk to interchange take 293 to library thn be4 i can get in there,there was a so called check la due to the swine flu but juz take out ur ez link card let them scan thn go in.i went to the 1st floor thn it was liek full no seat same for 2nd floor so i juz sat on the ground thn read abit of the book where i haven finish the chapter and after tt chapter i dun feel liek reading it on thn i read the english note and i notice tt the person forget to put the date for the report writing but oso dun care so read finsih thn be4 i go out i check my ez link card for fun thn there put 1 loan no fine.while i go out,so many ppl waiting to go in but was slowed down due to the scanning of the identify card thn i return the book and so called played with it thn hear the sound oredi,i set off to home by takign 27 although infront got 168 but tt type bus not cold so i take 27.today also cant go badminton la haiz cos got exam somemore i wan watch together cos nv watch on net,think entire month gonna cant play badminton until MYE finish thn can go somemore tmr got cup match but i cant go la ltr too late sleep i die on monday so can only support them through website only TT