haiz disappointing game. i was very disappointed with them for their playstyle. once i though i will get my 1st B medal but thn fail haiz.

our china ace send us 1-0 up thn me n jon send pss 2-0 up bt the rest 2 singles n double lose thn we lose 3-2 "narrowly" haiz the **** opponent coach send up a weak pair of double against us perhaps if we play the 2nd the result wont be the same. the same thg happen twice when our 2nd double were leading 2-1 thn become 2-2 and thn they lose 3-2 the last single oso like that wtf. all like duno how to cur haiz is either cut out or cut undernet haiz we like won for nothing. i nt sad or emo now bt angry and disappointed only and so no B medal for me this year liao. and the chance of getting a medal nx year is very small cos of our china ace wan to transfer.i didnt get the chance to play against maris stella cos they wan put reserve but thn our china ace won them bt we lose 4-1. 1st time in hist tt we gain a pt from MS.

i intend to play 1 single against OPSS bt actually i wan play 3 single but thn if i play single jon will have to be reserve which i dont wan la so i think 1 is enough le bt not sure can thrash anot as is a preparation for me in my individual level this year and i cnt believe tt the 2 YTSS is still in C this year, is so WTF my u15 hope has come in threat i suppose if they join in.

Birthday over liao since last week, i actually wanted to be 18 this year or perhaps go younger like P6, i dun mind taking psle again lor LOL. if i were 18 nw i can be a volunteer while if i were 12 nw, i could be in the training squad but thn my p6 skill will cmi one compare to nw haiz.


i am still not so fit nw yet but i dont want to suffer any injuries during this crucial period and is just 5 more days left :) chances are 40-60

Resolution for 2010

1) make into the semis for both 3 events
2)good result
3) YOG volunteer

perhaps as simple as tt bt is hard to achieve. as of 2009 i failed totally bt if my 2009 result was 2010 one thn i would be much happier cos i have more pressure to cope with in 2010 and nt alot time to fool around liao and my studies sure will be messed up if i can be a YOG volunteer bt i dun mind cos is so called once is a lifetime bt thn i duno hw to be although they say register thru sch bt sch say nth abt it T_T . 2010 is juz a more challenging year for me n with greater responsibility bt i hope to make it a perfect year for me rather than 2009.

i like those foreign talent prog in sg whr they represent our country bt nw i dun like it liao as of our age. my coach recruited 1 15 years old china guy to play in B nx year the same with me so 1 player have to be omitted bt thn if he keep recruitin more china guy to play for us thn Singaporean for wad? i know tt it is good to play with china player cos they r more skillful bt thn it will be so unfair to us la hopefully my startin 7 place is still untouchable unless more or all china guy.

14 days more n i want to win my present myself